It was hard to sleep last night, or rather this morning. My hours are irregular and I live like a zombie. Self to note: fix my biological clock.

I wished I never had to wake up sometimes. I have nothing to look forward to other than the weekends when I can snuggle up in my sheets forever. But the holidays are here and everyday seems like weekends now.. It's like finally I can take a break from all the school drama but I have no agenda in mind.

Waited more than an hour before my movie could finish loading. A very good one, a very everybody's genre. But I forgot the title, again. Blame on the lack of Hb according to Jasmine. Yeah and right after I finished the movie or while it was playing, I thought of my imaginary boyfriend. Someone who would send me the right flowers after a performance and prepare my kind of eggs in the morning.. and most importantly, buy me the correct drink from Starbucks. I promise I thought of you after my dad.. though he has no idea at all how to fry scrambled but yeah.

I need plans. And I wished I had more answers to my questions.. Oh yeah Happy birthday Gwen! Though you won't read this.. but I love you so much and thanks for being the 'Optimistic Angel' in my head whenever I am confused.

xx Huina