I've been missing out so much recently. Home is the place that I look forward to everyday. My bed and everyone's faces on my picture board. I stare at it for a good 5 minutes everytime, make sure I don't leave out anyone. And then I recall how long I haven't seen each of them. I am waiting for April to be over soon, when competition is done and time gives me the chance to think straight.

Is it supposed to be like this. So tired and just tired. I slept for 12 hours last night but woke up this morning with puffy eyes. It's like I haven't closed my eyes forever. What is wrong with me. Help

I hope the cottage makes the post happier. I was telling my sister how I wanna wake up in the morning with pancakes and sunlight, my dog licking my face all over.. (very gross but I like the idea). Watch Marley & Me.