Don't like what I'm all about now. It's studying and nothing else. Never knew it was going to be this hard. Mentally challenged everyday by the syllabus and my own doubts about this whole A level thing. I'm really bad at what I'm doing now... Confidence level is negative and I've tried to be optimistic already, tried my best. But whenever the results don't show the effort I've put in, disappointment and frustration hit me like nothing else. Everyone's experiencing the same and I have no more reasons than them to say I'm tired and so I give up. Giving this up and perservering differs by a line, because I know once I cross this, I'll be able to do anything that comes to me in future. But I hope at the end of the day, with crossed fingers, I'll be able to say, 'I'm done studying and going to bed early.'

To allllll my people who are going through this dilemma(sorry I make it sound like an earthquake), let's do this together okay?

Anyway, to my friend whom has the best smile in my Top list, Happy belated Birthday. I hope you're fine and know that I'll always be here for you... so cliche but it's 3am now and I have insomnia. But nevertheless, I love you jazzy dear hee hee.